Eff me

I'm so sick of being treated like sh**. Maybe it's just me but I seem to have this personality that everyone treats me like I'm four years old, which in turn is magnified when people treat me like I'm four years old and therefore I act four years old. No one seems to take me seriously anymore, even when I have something that could be really life- changing to say. Maybe I just need new friends or something. I don't know but whatever it is, it kind of bugs me. It might be me. What do I know? I need to start over with the Vegas theory in mind. In Vegas, you can be whoever you want to be. On another note, I am writing an entire album that can be synched to Fight Club. Pink Floyd has inspired me for the better. Bravo Syd Barrett, bravo.

"Falling in Love at a Coffee Shop"

I think that possibly, maybe I'm falling for you

Yes, there's a chance that I've fallen quite hard over you

I've seen the paths that your eyes wander down, 

I wanna come too

I think that possibly, maybe I'm falling for you

No one understands me quite like you do

Through all of the shadowy corners of me

I never knew just what it was

About this old coffee shop I love so much

All of the while I never knew

I think that possibly, maybe I'm falling for you

Yes, there's a chance that I've fallen quite hard over you

I've seen the waters that make your eyes shine,

Now I'm shining too

Because. oh, I've fallen quite hard over you

If I didn't know you, I'd rather not know

If I couldn't have you, I'd rather be alone

I never knew just what it was

About this old coffee shop I love so much

All of the while I never knew

I never knew just what it was

About this old coffee shop I love so much

All of the while I never knew

All of the while, all of the while it was you

I guess it's time to be creative..

So this has mostly been used to post some of my favorite pics but due to reasons beyond my control I had to sell my camera. I guess now I have to actually start writing stuff to express how I've been feeling. No one will probably ever read this since I have never even told anyone I have a blog, but on the off chance that someone does I would like to give some advice...

Rule #1 

Never under ANY circumstances kiss a girl without having some sort of feelings for her. Chances are she will find out and you'll feel like an A hole for a few months. 

Rule #2

Don't mistake little signs of affection for being in love with you. I say this and yet I still do this with every girl I meet. Recently, I've met a couple of different girls with which a certain degree of flirting has taken place. Basically long story short, I thought it was a lot more than that and I felt like an idiot when it turned out to be not more than that. As my mom once told me, "Don't put all your eggs into one basket." I wish I would have listened...

Rule#3

In fact, don't even try with girls. Now that I think about it, just wait until a girl shows interest in you and then decide if you have interest in her. By following this rule, I am saving you a whole bunch of time.. Trust me, you can't win.

Well, this is the first post of probably once a month till I find something better to do. I'll try to continue with some good advice whenever I come across it. Think of me as your dating crash test dummy.